Tonight after dinner a friend and I started going through the BACK of my closet. That is where the clothes that no longer fit lived....! Well, I have four new outfits for summer and cleaned out some stuff that is too BIG... I can't even believe that I just wrote that, but it's true....
I don't even know if I have the words in me to describe how I feel right now. I have had a great day! Up early and got my car fixed, went to whole foods and bought fresh fish to grill for dinner, wheat berries, goat cheese and feta for a yummy high protein salad and the fixings for fresh salsa for my afternoon snack!! Tonight I am wearing some clothes that I thought I would never see again, AND I feel great!!!
I believe that this is the first time that I have allowed myself to actually believe this is going to happen. Up to this point I have held my excitement for the future at bay. Not allowing myself to dream of the possibilities, not allowing myself to go there... But today.. today I took that step and boy does it feel great! I actually believe in my heart of hearts that I can do this, that I can lose this weight and that I can be the person on the outside that I feel like on the inside!!
I'm not sure how the stars have aligned, or what Divine powers have intervened to allow me to have this opportunity in my life, but I will NOT waste it......
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Good for you Lori. I belive in you. You can do it.
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