Lot's going on in my head right now. I have been feeling very stressed out with this whole situation. The past year has been a tough one with not really knowing if I had it or not. Wanting so badly to believe that I did, holding onto that hope. Then as time came closer to actually finding out, I was scared that I did have it. I was afraid that I had not lost enough and wouldn't be able to lose any more.
Well, I got the best case scenario and should be happy....... And it really isn't that I am not happy, because I am. I am more scared I suppose than anything. I am scared that I won't lose anymore and that the past year, and the upcoming year will not yield the results I am hoping for.
I guess time will tell!
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